It wasn’t so long ago I had thought that the Love of God was reserved only for those who had repented of their sin and been born again. I’d studied the word of God religiously for quite a few years and believed with all of my heart that I was following Christ down the narrow path which leads to life. Interestingly the more I studied the word, the narrower and more difficult that path seamed to become and the fewer I could see as being loved by God and finding His mercy.
Not only that, but the fewer I could see that could possibly be saved from a fiery eternal hell.
I recall watching a video one day about the love of God in which the presenter outlined his case for a simple biblical truth, that God does not in fact love sinners, but condemns them to eternal damnation in which there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. In hindsight I am ashamed because at that time I whole heartedly agreed.
I’m not exactly sure how I began to move away from that place, but I can testify to a certain spiritual truth that I ought to have learned, that the letter kills. Holding to the letter of God’s word doesn’t bring forth the life that the Lord has promised. It simply continues to produce Pharisees and keepers of the law, of which I was one. And pharisaic thinking only ever produces people who pass judgment in a spirit of condemnation.
The truth is that in my heart I had become like a Pharisee, who could not see the life in His word, but rather, judgment and condemnation.
What also contributed to my moving from that place was the slow realization that many of the doctrines of Christendom which are taught as absolute truth, are in fact not. Furthermore, for all of our so-called understanding of God’s word, the multitude of teachers and preachers really did not, nor do have answers for so many of the things which Christ taught.
As a result of this doubt I began to distance myself from the institutional church doctrines and religious traditions and find a life in which I could live the gospel amongst people who were not churched. People who would be considered outcasts, on the edge of society, even oppressed and afflicted.
Many times I would come home in tears for these people. I would ask the Lord why He had me ministering amidst a people who continue to reject much of the faith, and furthermore what was the point if they were all going to burn in hell. I vaguely recall hearing the spirit respond to my cries with an “you don’t understand”
Eventually I think I began to understand why it was that Christ said that the love of many would grow cold. It was the pharisaic church doctrines that prejudged and damned men to a fiery hell. These doctrines often plant a seed in the mind of the believer that these people are not worthy of the love of God and so we separate ourselves from them, judge them as condemned and move on to building our church buildings and ivory towers.
Sadly, much of the church have taken the words of Christ and established their doctrines on a carnal interpretation of His words. Think about it, look at how we have interpreted much of His teaching and turned the good news into a doctrine of judgment and condemnation. The letter killeth, but the Spirit giveth life.
This spirit of condemnation and judgment that is so prolific in church doctrine is often contradicted even by the words of the scriptures. The Gospel was delivered to men as the good news. The psalmist wrote “The whole earth will acknowledge the Lord and return to him” We really need to ask how for instance that verse fits in to the traditional doctrine of the vast majority of humanity being consumed in a lake of fire.
If we look at His works toward men, everywhere Christ went He did nothing but good works amongst an unbelieving and rebellious people. The works of His life are characterized by grace, mercy and truth. Yet, we turn them into the bad news.
If you, if I, if we really want to understand what Christ taught, we need to look at what He did.
I could go on for some time about the way I now view the gospel but one final thought to ponder at this time might be this. If the Lord asks us to love our enemies and bless those who curse us, then seals that verse with “and then you will be like your father in heaven” why in heavens name would we expect that He should act in any contradictory way to this.
Surely He also loves His enemies and will bless those who curse Him.
Romans 11:32 For God has bound everyone over to disobedience so that he may have mercy on them all.
33 Oh, the depth of the riches of the wisdom and[i] knowledge of God!
How unsearchable his judgments,
and his paths beyond tracing out!
34 “Who has known the mind of the Lord?
Or who has been his counselor?”[j]
35 “Who has ever given to God,
that God should repay them?”[k]
36 For from him and through him and for him are all things.
To him be the glory forever! Amen.